itsjfarran: This year has been so good to me. So many terrific and shitty moments. Just how it’s supposed to be. I’ve experienced more in one year than all the rest combine and I’m so grateful for every experience. I wouldn’t change a thing, Happy New Year!
God dammit I miss you.
the old you. the you who would hold me and care about me. the you that would stop playing video games if i needed to talk to you. my best friend. the love of my life. where the hell did you go? and when will you get back, it’s not okay without you.
we all just want to be worth fighting for.
that sinking feeling. knowing that i am stuck here for 4 more days when all i want to do is leave, but when i leave everything changes. i am scared.
i just i don’t i can’t i won’t i hope i try
vanillacoke: You had my hand in your hand, You had my lip in your teeth, You had my heart on your sleeve, You had a chance to breathe.
god damn it. i know you don’t read this anymore…that was one reason i knew how you have been feeling. and your decision, well it makes sense. it just kills me that i can’t help and instead i just have to wait and hope you keep your word. but i can’t help how i feel, i cant help being scared out of my mind at the idea of losing you again. so i will just sit and exist here....
itsjfarran: SMANG IT GURL
i need sleep.
i saw it coming. i know you so well and i know how you act when something is wrong. i didn’t want to bring it up because i knew exactly what the outcome would be. and here i am…i just really hope you keep your word. i am fucking scared. so afraid.
drunk tumblin…..never a good choice. at least last night’s festivities were awesome. the byls are the shit “krissy youre the only one here under 21…..im going to pour you a glass of wine” so much 70’s music learning how to waltz precious sibling bonding moments love life.
girl with the dragon tattoo agave my favorite bed in the world ping pong la risa and the p my absolute silence for a solid half an hour geekin jamming macdeezy mortal kombat 2 i love you what a wonderful evening
thejulyultimatum asked: i'm requesting quality time in the near future. just puttin' it out there.